Breathe...keep breathing...keep breathing...keep breath-FUCKING CUT LOOSE AND HOWL!
I got my feelings hurt, AGAIN. Got my paw stepped on, AGAIN. Might have gotten it all wrong, AGAIN. Fell on my face, AGAIN. Hurt myself, AGAIN. Hurt somebody else, AGAIN. Cried some more, AGAIN. Went on another fucking emotional roller coaster ride, AGAIN...getting the general picture? Yeah, me too. Tired of it? Yeah, me too.
And why, in God's name, do people have to be listening to R.E.M. while it's raining outside and I'm trying to keep from crying over a broken heart, AGAIN? Really? Is this a good idea?
My pride is hurt. My heart is hurt. My sense of direction is momentarily fucked, and I am supposed to be driving to Helena right now...because that is an awesomely enlightened place to visit when you are already feeling unstable, oh and by the way, your ex just called to say he's coming too. Really? Is this a good idea?
I'm going to go flick some mud at a wall. Maybe that'll help make sense of the chaos. Certain of it really...like the rest of my life. Rock on.
1 comments:
When life hurts too much youre holding on too tight. It sounds good but it doesn't really make the fucking pain go away! Hope you are seeing the beauty of it all as well. Peace and love
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